Teen

Redhead teen gets herasshole filled with cum for the first time

At school, I was forever in love with this girl or that girl and always too shy to be anything but friends with any of them. To me, each of these objects of my affection was a pure and wholesome angel. It shocked me how often I thought about fucking them, and worse, licking their pussies. Every night I would lie in bed, hugging and kissing the pillow, pretending that some girl from school I imagined I had in my arms was the paragon of purest womanhood. And then I'd squirt her full of my semen, pretending impossibly that I could lick her vagina at the same time I fucked it. By now I had learned that women could have orgasms too, so I could hear in my head her cries of rapture as my insides came spewing out of my peehole into her insides. Then, at once she became pure again, innocent and untouched -- just the kind of girl my mom would want me to have. And I felt like an animal for having thought of her as anything but virtuous. I had to be some undeserving filthy-minded slob, drifting off to sleep as I lay in my own love-snot. Since then, I have given up drugs long ago. I've gone with a number of women, and married one of them. But none of them have been able to give me anything that quenches my thirst for masturbation. I still do it at least once per day, no matter how many times I make love that day. And the orgasms I give myself continue to be stronger than the ones any woman can give me. Single sex I do for the pure joy of it. Partner sex, well that's for that special tender feeling you can't get by yourself -- intimacy. So I don't feel at all guilty about jerking off. I've had some embarrassing moments, but been caught with my dick in my hand only once. That was when I was staying with my friend at his brother's house in Ontario. His brother was used to living alone. There was a stack of Playboys in the bathroom. I had gone in there to pee, but when I saw the Playboys I figured I had a private moment, so I dropped my trousers and went to work. My friend's brother burst in on me and said, "Oh -- jerking off, eh? Well just go ahead and finish." Then he left and never said another word about it.